OMFG -drowns self in beta-fish's bowl-
SO sorry for the deadness, guys D: uhg school and life-shit is eating me ALLIIIVVEEE i barely have time to eat, forget about sleep. T__T i went home over spring break and found out i had lost 15 lbs in just the past four weeks that Spring Quarter has been in session WTF OTL SO MUCH FOR THE FRESHMAN 15, WELCOME TO THE BIOMOLECULAR ENGINEERING -20 TT____TT _{also the fact that i keep forgetting to go to the grocery store to buy food for myself... and then screw myself over at night when im hungry >_>;;} UGH but i can't handle being stretched in so many directions like this Dx if it was just school, i can handle that, but on top of that i have work, and commissions (im SO sorry guys it's taking me so long ;A; ) and this college-transfer application im trying to get out on time, getting my loans paid off so i can get fuckin transcripts sent FOR transfer, and then preparing for Detour this weekend, and getting cosplay shit together for aCen, AND THEN ON TOP OF THAT IT JUST HAPPENS TO BE MIDTERMS NOW, AND WHEN ALL THE MAJOR LAB REPORTS HAVE TO BE ASSIGNED TOO, LIKE, JUST--FUCK ME SIDWAYS WITH A PARAMETRIC 3-COORDINATE VECTOR. cuz that stuff gives my brain hernias. AND SO DO HYPERBOLIC TRIG FUNCTION, YOU CAN THROW IN ONE OF THOSE TOO, JUST FOR SHITS. T__T and with all that im still somehow trying to squeeze out some time to work on this freaking 51 page doujin cuz it HAS to be done by June, but... auuuughghghgh -dives face-first into floor-  AAAAAW AND THEN I LOST MY AXEL KEYCHAIN THIS PAST WEEK TOOOOO [link] THIS AND SO NOW ROXAS IS ALL ALONE AND SEPARATED FROM HIS AXEL AND I WAS DEVASTATED ;A; so i immediately bought another one via ebay xD; SEPERATING AXEL AND ROXAS IS A VERY SERIOUS DEAL, OKAY?? LMFAO
fff i think i'm just discouraged, making everything seem 10 bajillion times worse than it is; i gave a speech (ABOUT CORAL CASTLE! [link] OMFG IT'S CRAZY O___O ) but i got a B on it, and i was really bummed cuz speeches are like, the one thing in school i can do, but i went over time, so i dont even have a sparkly A in speech class to make me feel better about myself OTLLi and then i got my organic chemistry test back and i practically failed it OTLLLLLL URG BUT I GUESS THATS WHAT I GET for staying up late de-stressing by drawing doujin pages instead of studying more. BUT I CANT HELP IT, ITS SO MUCH MORE FUN TO DRAW AXEL/ROXAS HANKY-PANKY THAN READING MORE ABOUT NOMENCLATURE AND FRIKKIN GAY HYDROCARBONS AND THEIR RETARDED REACTIONS WITH EACHOTHER THAT I DONT GIVE A FLYING TOOT ABOUT.
I much prefer the akuroku excited-state chemical reaction...
y'now, the energized process, heated transfer.... HURRHURR DERP.

omg i need friends.

SPEAKING OF DOUJIN i prepared a teaser page for y'all, an apology for being absent so much ;A; I HOPE IT CAN APPEASE SOME OF YOU UNTIL I CAN GET SOMETHING BETTER FOR Y'ALL: [link] (HO MAN! HANKY PANKY!??! )
oh yes. ...

but, AHG, FFFF forget all that stuff i said up there, i'm actually feeling better now that i just unwound a bit by getting that all out, haha xD; -lame- BUT OMG, SRSLY, ANIME DETOUR COULD NOT COME AT A BETTER TIME, I'M SO EXCITED FOR THIS WEEKEND! LIKE, WORDS CANNOT CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT, NOT ONLY WILL I FINALLY GET A BREAK FROM THIS PLACE, I WILL BE HANGING OUT WITH SOME OF THE MOST AMAZING PPL EVER!!!!   who's going?? 8D will i see any of you guys there?? 8DD 8DDDD I'm sharing an AA table with who was the biggest sweetheart to let me use half of her table after i missed registration xD;;; so you can find me there, or else look for the super fucking awesome giant stampede of wild pokemon that's gonna be the sexiest thing you've ever seen running around, the most bawler squawking, idiot chatot will be me! xD im SO excited to finally get to properly hang out with my and (who will be representin' Illumise and Gabite) and also ! who's the fucking adorable Eevee, FASDLFJASKDFBKSAJDHFKASDF OMFG IM SO PUMMMPPPEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD OMFG AND WHEN I'M NOT RUNNING AROUND IN FEATHERS OR SHOOTING MY HEAD WITH A GUN OR SELLING PPL GAY SHIT, I'LL BE HANGIN' OUT WITH MY DOLL OMFG IM SO EXCITED TO FINALLY MEET YOU BBY! WE SHALL DRAW SO MUCH GAY, THE WORLD WILL FUCKING SPARKLE <333333333
oh. my. god. im so excited.
HOW IS IT ONLY TUESDAY?! HOLY FLYING SHIT BATMAN THIS IS THE SLOWEST, LONGEST WEEK EVER.

oh, and just curious, does anyone know a good way to go about making FF9 Freya Crescent's Lance? [link] we freaking have ALL the tools and equipment here at my uni to make it all bawler and out of plastic and shit, and i thought i could just get one of the MEs (Mechanical Engineers) to help me make it (cuz they know how to work the machine) buuuuuut i guess it would cost a couple 1000 dollars... LOL OTL fail. SO IF ANY OF Y'ALL HAVE ANY TIPS? idk when i'll get time to work on it, or if i can even get it done in time for aCen, but i just thought i'd ask ^^  I GOT MY WIG THO! AND I MADE THE MASK-PIECE FOR IT! [link] is making the coat piece for me, she's our group's Kuja, she's gonna look so fucking awesome, I CANT WAIT TO SEE UR FINISHED COSTUME, BBY x3 omg i can't wait for acen

hopefully Detour's con high will last me till Acen, and hopefully ACen's con high will last me through finals xD;; AND THEN SUMMER WILL COME AND I'LL GET SUMMER'S HIGH AND EVERYTHING IS WELL AGAIN, LMFAO (LOL junkie whut?)

okay friends, i gotta go back to studying now, just wanted to tell y'all hi D: and apologize for being sucky at uploading stuff and replying to comments, i read them ALL tho, and they are amazing, you guys are the best, thank you for supporting me so much even tho i'm like, dead ;A; i dont deserve you guys <3
-lovelovelove-

:goes on to study for american government midterm. EWWWW: