thank you so much for the sub!! ajsdlfjasldkfjasdf I DON'T DESERVE SUCH KINDNESS UGGUUUUUU ;3;

OHAY I GUESS IM STILL ALIVE?

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i havn't been able to breathe for a month, and i definitely can't remember the last time i slept in (spring break? march? maybe?) starting in May my classes started rearing their beastly hellish 8th-week death heads which meant everything and a half was due, there was a week where every single class i was taking's grade depended on how well i did that week, NEEDLESS TO SAY, I DIDN'T SLEEP MUCH.  and regardless of my effort i still failed my exam in Biotechnology, BUT I STILL SOMEHOW PASSED THAT CLASS WITH A B, so what-fucking-ever. then the weekend before finals was ACen, WHICH WAS SOOOO AWESOME, AND FUN, I MET SO MANY AWESOME, BEAUTIFUL, AMAZING PPL!! thank you so much everyone for stopping by and saying hi! ;3; <3 i dont deserve ANY of you guys -steals you all to hug you forever- I posted some pictures of the awesome cosplay i saw at acen on my tumblr, you can look at them here: [link] omg and it was so awesome to meet all the other comic/dc/young avengers fans at the con! (i ttly got all my hotel roommates plus a bi friend to fall in love/get addicted to BillyxTeddy cuz i brought my Children's Crusade comics and made them read them _{falling asleep to my friends in the other room cooing over how cute billy and teddy are was awesome, MUAHAHA}) i was constantly geeking out so hard, y'all are so lovely <3 OH, AND I FIND IT HILARIOUS THAT TWO OF THE BEST SELLING PRINTS AT ACEN WERE THE TIMXKON ONE AND THE YOUNG JUSTICE ONE, LOOOOOOOOL (they were only topped in sales by the YYH print, which is okay, cuz YYH is more than worthy) but the weekend was also super stressful cuz my printer dude totally FAILED like fuck and didnt get my doujins printed in time (i gave him a month's notice even tho he only needs a week, and he still had nothing for me) so i was running all over tarnation trying to get that sorted, and it never did. and then my little sister got screwed over by $80 from ppl dropping out of rooming with her group for acen FRIDAY AFTERNOON OF THE CON, FUCKING FUCKERS. i yelled at one of them, but he was a fucking weasel, and had no excuse, but refused to pay, even tho he promised. UGH. i hate ppl. (and i need to stop talking about this cuz it's just making me mad) and then the whole weekend i was trying to cram for finals which were the following week. LAWL. overall tho acen was a lot of fun, just stressful. but fun <3
then finals week.
i passed.
for the most part.
my professor kept canceling on my final presentation time, and i was like, WTF, IT'S FRIDAY, I NEED TO PRESENT THIS TO YOU and she's like, too bad, i have a meeting, and if you dont find a time to present you're gonna fail UGGHDKSAJFKDA so i had total lazerbeam eyes all day and had to go in on saturday and my stress/nervousness for my final presentation was stretched out for two more days; it sucked. but i got it done. the end. SO DONE WITH THAT WOMAN YAY
then saturday i helped my friend move (oh and the whole previous week i had been slowly packing up my stuff for moving too) and then sunday I WENT TO SIX FLAAAAAAAAGS~! which you can ttly read about hereeee: [link] then monday i spent the whole day moving out of my apt and we didnt even finish even tho we went until 10pm, then tuesday i started my 8am-5pm Biomolecular Engineering Internship which is SOOOOOOOOOOO scary, my PI told me that their objective for me for the next three months is to optimize the use of one of their machines--basically, they do all their protein extraction and purification manually, and they want me to figure out a way to incorporate the $500,000.00 robotic machine and make everything automatic and machine operated, AND IM LIKE, IN MY HEAD, FREAKING THE FUCK OUT CUZ IM TERRIFIED, I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO DO THIS, THIS IS A MECHANICAL ENGINEER'S JOB, im just i chemical engineer, ajfldsahfkjasjdflkhasd AND THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN IS I BREAK THEIR RETARDEDLY EXPENSIVE MACHINE. YEAH. AWESOME. On the bright side tho, i'm working alongside three grad students also working under the same PI, isolating proteins from this crazy cool pathogen we're all working with, and they're all super nice, and funny, and SMART, and mature, and really really really hot. like, how did i ever like boys before who wern't super attractive, funny, chill, and researching-for-their-PhD's? no idea. SO THAT'S THE GOOD THING. and then immediately after work tuesday I rushed to my new apt to move stuff in so my dad could return the trailer, and two of the three ppl im living with are being REALLY bitchy and selfish and fucked me and my sister over with the shitty small rooms (one is a gay dude, and the other a chick who i can really picture myself disliking A LOT very soon) so that didnt help, and THEN ALL THIS STUFF IS GOING ON and im trying to hang out with my best friend cuz he's flying back out to his home in FL and i wont see him for a long time, and it sucked, cuz i barely was able to hang out with him while he was here, UUUGGGHHH and then my sister and i didnt get our security deposit back, and my bedroom is a mess, and i dont know where any of my things are cuz they're in boxes in one of three different locations, all 30 miles apart. yay.
so yeah. there's my life spew.

HOPEFULLY THINGS WILL BEGIN TO SLOW DOWN

im still waiting for summer to happen -siggghhh-

ONE THING I HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO THO IS MY FRIEND IS CELEBRATING HIS 21ST BDAY IN LAS VEGAS, and his dad is gonna pay for the hotels for him and our circle of friends to go down and party for four days, IM SO PUMPED!! IVE NEVER BEEN TO LAS VEGAS! Im scared of gambling, but i hear the casinos give you free booze if it looks like you're gambling? 8D
until then tho, im starting a strict workout regimen, the place where i intern at has a super snazzy work-out place, im pumped C8

I HAVN'T FORGOTTEN ABOUT MY COMMISSIONS <3 and so many apologies to everyone who's sent me notes and messages, i'm getting to them, ive just not had very much time, so i'm catching up on them, and just for reference, the task list is:

COMMISSIONS!
- - - Commission Info c: _{slots are closed D:!}

SLOTS
_{~katesorganizedchaos - Eva Pilots
status: Inked
~InuAkiko - Kurama and Kuronue
status: Pending
~CrazyMonkey16 - Koenma
status: pending
*Shuichiboy - Artemis and Adell
status: sketching
!MirandaFear - Coin and Snow
status: pending
~HAiro-Rar - Grell
status: pending
Clay - Tim, Kon and Bart
status: sketching
*Kaijin89 - Hiei
status: FINISHED!}

ART TRADES!
- - - art trades are closed D:

SLOTS
_{~Tofu-miso - Moo
status: 1/3rd done}

GIFTS!
- - - irl stuff im putting up here just to stay organized, lawl

SLOTS
_{~Tofu-miso - bday present
status: pending
~cupcakethunderstorm - bday present
status: 1/3rd done}

so there's my life atm, sorry i've been so inactive lately, even my queue on my tumblr ran out, that's never happened, ugguuu ;3;

and i don't think i've said it enough, but OMG CHECK OUT *kitten-chan'S TUMBLR, IT MAKES MY EYES BLEED WITH SO MUCH WANT, IDK HOW SHE'S SO INCREDIBLE. like srsly, she's my sole inspiration atm. wtf. how does she get her lines/anatomy/emotions/compositions so flawless _{im ttly watching her livestream right now, its magical}

here's a sketch of Prom!axel and roxas i forgot to post [link] and the entire time i was drawing it i was like, THINK LIKE KACIART, MUST MAKE HAND BARF GODDESS GLORY
all i accomplished was spilling coke zero all over the paper.

also, you know those curry bun things Sebastian and later Agni make in kuroshitsuji? THEY TTLY SELL THEM AT MITSUWA MARKET IN IL, THEY'RE ACTUALLY REAL. AND I TTLY BOUGHT ONE, AND AM TOTALLY EATING IT RIGHT NOW. OMG IT'S SO GOOD.

um, and if you havn't already, GO ORDER NIJUU'S DOUJINSHI cuz i've read it, and it's awesome. i guarantee you'll love it if you love axel and roxas, and reno, UGGGUUUUUUUU

and WHAT THE FUCK IS ALL THIS DC UNIVERSE REBOOT SHIT I KEEP HEARING ABOUT?!? I LEAVE THE INTERNET FOR A FEW WEEKS AND I FIND OUT DC IS GONNA COMMIT MASS CHARACTER GENOCIDE?!?! WHAT??? WHAT??!? WHAAAAAAT?!?!?!?!? FJASJFLDSFJALFDKJAFSLD THIS IS SO NOT OKAY